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Words and music by Jeff Kristian. Produced by Jeff Kristian at Sparkie's Little Music Factory, Kent and Soho Sonic, London.

Lyrics

Here I stand alone
With what’s left of the dreams that I had
And as silence rings
Through my head, I just don’t understand
All my hopes, now they’re gone
Just when I thought they’d go on and on
And I still don’t know why

So much to be said
When you tell me that you’re here for me
But as time goes by
It’s no easier now to believe
And it’s all so absurd
Cause I don’t think you’re hearing a word
Not a thing that I say

I’m getting stronger every day
Though I will never be the same

Every night, every day
How I struggle to find my own way
In a world of despair

I’m getting stronger every day
Though I will never be the same

As each hour goes by
I am fighting for my sanity
Every tear I cry
Brings me closer to reality
I guess you’ll never know
All the pain in my heart and my soul
As I try to survive

Though I try, how I try
To make sense of the rest of my life
Inspiration runs dry